alone

lately i feel alone, I have no real friends, no one to really talk to. been having a rough week, first my son gets a severe allergy attack then i had to surrender my cats to spca, i'm hoping they can find homes so they won't get put down. I'm so depressed all the time and just need a break from everyone and everything around me, but being a single mom I have no help and no where to go, no one to take my son for a couple days. i feel trapped here.

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4JennHanover, Pennsylvania
    01/25/14
    4Jenn
    thanks everyone. there are a few places but not close enough and i don't have a car. the only time i ever really go anywhere is one day a week to go to a store or a doctor's appointment
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      01/25/14
      4Jenn
      thank you. i think what is really bothering me is that the cat doesn't understand why we had to give her away and will probably get all depressed before she can be adopted and she'd end up getting put down, i feel like i betrayed her.
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        01/25/14
        4Jenn
        since i had my son, i became withdrawn and really prefer to be with just my children, then my 2 older daughters moved out on their own and my 17 yr old is with family so it's just my son and me which is how i prefer it to be. I don't really like being around people but it's good to be able to have someone to talk to and as for dating, not really looking for a guy right now, i'm dealing with so many other things that i can't deal with a relationship right now
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          01/25/14
          4Jenn
          i think as long as i'm still staying at the place i'm at now i will stay depressed. i need to be in a place of my own, away from the people here and the memories. i think if i stay much longer i will lose it and have a complete breakdown
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            01/26/14
            Jenn ~ I have been in the same place that you are ... I know the feeling to a tee! Moms.com is a great virtual friendship arena! Moms.com is a great place to gain new friends. it has been a blessing for me!
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              01/26/14
              4Jenn
              thank you all. where i'm staying I would need a car to get anywhere and that's something i don't have, so even going to any groups is a hit or miss with getting a ride. by giving up my animals it allows me to go to shelters to get out of where i'm at but even shelters have waiting lists.
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                01/28/14
                hugs to you Jenn!
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                  01/28/14
                  4Jenn
                  thanks everyone
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                  About Jenn
                  Born: Chester, Pennsylvania
                  Current: Hanover, Pennsylvania
                  Birth: August 07
                  On Moms.com since: Jan 2, 2014
                  I'm 41, a single mom of 4 children and 2 grandchildren. I am raising a child with Autism on my own without help. I am a hostess/designer for Celebrating Home, it's my only income source as I am unable to work out of the home.