I got a job....

Its actually right next door to my house but every time I think about it, I want to back out and not go for my first day of work. I don't want to leave my kids! But at the moment we have 9 people living in my house and my husband is the ONLY one with a job. I don't want to put everything on him so thats why I went ahead and applied for the job. I start Saturday but I can't help but feel Im going to miss out on the things my kids do. I've been a SAHM since my daughter was 2 months old. & with the way my husbands schedule is, we'll never have time to spend together :/

    8Theresa Gould
    Congratulations on the job, but sorry you have mixed feelings. I think that's normal though. At least it's close to home, right?
    8Theresa Gould
    Awww...are there other adults in your home? Do they work and help out?
    About Charli
    Current: Beverly Hills, California
    Birth: October 31
    On Moms.com since: Dec 13, 2013
    I'm 24. Born on Halloween. I have 2 kids (one girl and one boy) and a wonderful husband. Yes he is the father of both. Our daughter was born on her fathers birthday and our son was born a week later. I have the biggest heart and wear it on my sleeve.